Happiness is viral

Oops!  Has it really been almost 2 months since I've posted.. slacker, I know.  So, I had off of work today and decided to try to focus my brain on my writing.  I wrote 2 paragraphs for each of my stories.  Now that's accomplishment!  (For me)

I was looking through some of my journals and realized that last year and the better part of winter of this year, I wrote some really crappy stuff.  And by crap, i really mean doodie.  I was in a dark lonely hole of depression mainly due to a spurt of bad luck and it left me really tired of myself.  I realized this year is completely different.  I don't know how I got myself out of it, but I turned my frown upside down! 

Recently, I'm learning a lot about myself and finally feeling I'm where I'm supposed to be in this moment right now.  I've learned so much about patience the last few weeks, a lot about focus and relaxation (which are both very hard for me), and how to appreciate the things that most people take for granted.  I feel like all of my relationships are better, except a few that I've realized are bad for me so I keep my distance now. 

I'm really happy with myself and my life right now.  Regardless of what happens or what's to come, it's all in the way I accept it.  Just breathe.  And happiness is viral too!  If you are happy, you can make others happy.  If you have a negative bitching attitude, you'll make others mad at you and bitch too.  So turn around and thank yourself for the amazing things you can do :)

I'm going to start a new photo project.  30 days of photography.  Hopefully I'll head it up soon, just have to buy more instax film and gather thoughts.  It'll be fun, I promise!  New shit coming soon...